when I close my eyes...

when I close my eyes...
Originally uploaded by rightside

for Illustration Friday - Communication & Everyday Matters - #56 draw a self portrait

Charcoal (self portrait) pitt pen watercolor (journal side)

ok so this makes me a bit uncomfortable to upload, however all this has been laying heavily on my mind for weeks, so here it is. I do hope that you all don't think I am a strange weird lady now ;) It is a bit long winded.....and I apologize for the teeny tiny writing, I didn't think there was any way I would get it all on one page. If someone actually wants to read this, but doesn't want to strain their eyes let me know and I'll type it out here.